We can not let her know

Its such a shame my mom wont be home from work for quite a while. She did say you are welcome to stay and have dinner with me if you like. I cant believe she didnt at least text you to say she wouldnt be able to come home to meet you. You two have been dating awhile and it seems you are both so happy together. The guys at my college only have one thing on the mind when it comes to girls. I am so over being used just because I like sex to. I often wonder what it would be like to have sex with an older man if it would just be same old sex or if it would be different somehow. You dont have to mention any of this conversation to my mom, ok? I am at that curious age and being with an older man is something I havent had the chance to do yet, until now.